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| wow. it has really been a long time since i've updated, since i've even
checked on it. haha. o well. The school year ended
obviously, and the summer has been alright so far. The Fourth of July
was pretty good, Shawn and i have known each other for 3 years now, and
it doesnt seem like that long at all. its unbelievable. Speaking of
Shawn, He's in california visiting his uncle. His uncle lives in LA and
invited him out as a graduation gift. So thats what hes doing. I'm
holding up with half of me missing, so i just sit and wait for friday
when he is supposed to return. I miss him so much. Tonight he's camping
at Yosemity?? (spelling) so i wont be able to talk to him. Last night i
hung out with Emily, Kate, and some of their friends. I had alot of
fun. Well, Emily and her boy Tom are hear, so im going to go.
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| in school, there were days when you felt like nothing was worth getting out of bed for, but then you remembered you were going to see him. your day was gonna have all these moments, moments that were full of possiblilty when you were sure that something was gunna happen. | | |
| the last three nights i have been at Fairview High School for the synchronette show. It was pretty good, i liked last year a whole lot better. Shawn does the spot lighting for it, he been doing it for the last 7 years. I go and help out. i help pass out programs and stuff like that. It's kinda boring, but the show is so funny. The theme was One Hit Wonders. it was great i'm in the proccess of downloading most of the songs that were played. Im bored.[as usual] i'm going to get some music playing, and then start my h0omework. gahhhhh. then i believe im going to shawns house to help him clean his room. that task is taking forever. like weeks, months. its not that dirty, he just has a TON of stuff.
ttyl.
peace out gangsters. | | |
| So i deleted my space again..... it kinda of bothers me, but it upsets shawn so i deleted it... i like it. It gives me something to do when im ridiculously bored. I think i'm depressed. o well maybe getting a job will help me. Tomorrow i have an interview at Bed Bath &Beyond... but i think im going to call and cancel cause i was offered at Job at Taste of Excellence Catering Service. $10 an hour. how does it get any better than that for a teenager. well maybe.. but i dont care.
ASHLEY GOT HER TEMPS TODAY. its really scary... i remember going through everything that she is right now... its so awesome.. but its not very fun that i have to share the car with her... im shopping for a new one maybe i can get my dad to buy a car for me... sooner than what he originally was going to.
but i can't believe it ASHLEY GOT HER FREAKING TEMPS TODAY!!! | | |
| okay... so my life is really not worth writing about anymore. this is a real sad fact, all my blogs are about it how bored i am, or how my relationship with shawn is going. I am such a fuckhag[thanks emily]. I really want to go out and have fun like i used to, but its not going to happen. and... i'm trying to get a job.... which is going to decrease the amount of fun i have anyways.... and thats seeing shawn. I brought it up to him, and it just upset him... Don't get me wrong... i love laying around on his bed with him watching movies and doing nothing... its what i do best.... but i really want a change. i want to get out and do something.... i would go take a walk but thats just a little boring.... and its kinda cold out. I can't afford to get sick at any cost...okay... i am going to stop writing... i almost said reading... well im going to stop cause im just boring you, and thats if anyone besides emily and grace who reads this... i think they do it cause they feel bad... or are just as bored as i am.
TTYL. i guess. | | |
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